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It's just hurting for the first time...
They call me kitten..... ^;^
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I really should start again... I've just been so busy with school and work, and life's been kind of hard lately...

I still miss him a lot. It's been 2 years now... will the pain ever go away?

Maybe that's why it's been so long since I've written here. Every past entry is a reminder of us... or at least the us that used to be.

Well, it's time to face facts and start over again.

New (old) journal, here I come!!!
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This very accurately captures how I've been feeling as of late.... Most beautiful song in the world I think...

Assemblage 23~30kft )

This entry is also meant to be a public appology, everyone and their mother will be able to read it, sorry if that upsets anyone. Don't worry though, names will not be mentioned. Whoever I'm saying sorry to will know who they are...

I'm sorry for all the things I posted about us, letting people into our private lives was not the way to go about fixing the problems we have/had. It was a stupid, childish way to try to get back at you, and I now realize the damage it did. For all the hurt I've caused I'm eternally sorry... I know this doesn't take it back or fix anything, nor do I expect you to forgive me for it. I have to do this for myself and so that you will perhaps understand the depths of my regret at the mistakes I've made. I will never have a day when you don't cross my mind, and never a day when my heart won't cry out for you. Whatever you're doing now, with whomever, I truly hope that you are happy, healthy, and above all in love. For all the hurt that last one has caused, it is still my most treasured of emotions. I fear I may never truly love again, but I suppose only time will tell. Thank you for blessing my life with your presance while I was fortunate enough to have you. I will forever treasure the good memories...sadly I'll never forget the bad... but they no longer rule my existence. For all it's worth, I'll forever love you.

Current Mood: sympathetic
Current Music: Guess...

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http://www.ufies.org/~rynsey/The%20System%20Is%20Du.mp3

Taken from the homestar-runner lj page..... oh goddess... it hurts...
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Assemblage 23~30kft...

It gives me chills the way Rasputina's Quitter does.... and makes me cry every time.... so fucking beautiful. If you haven't heard it yet, check it out....
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Your Dominant Intelligence is Musical Intelligence



Every part of your life has a beat, and you're often tapping your fingers or toes.
You enjoy sounds of all types, but you also find sound can distract you at the wrong time.
You are probably a gifted musician of some sort - even if you haven't realized it.
Also a music lover, you tend to appreciate artists of all kinds.

You would make a great musician, disc jockey, singer, or composer.


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http://www.funpic.hu/swf/numanuma.html

That, my friends, is some funny shit....

Current Music: Take a wild guess...

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I AM 27% EMO!
27% EMO
Hmm.. I should stop listening to Dashboard Confessional.... enough said... Now that I stopped looking at my shoes, I know how the real world looks.


Just so long as that number is never about 35%, I'm happy, lol.

"HEY EMO KID, QUIT YOUR WHINING!!!!!

Current Music: Voltaire~ Man Upstairs

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Stolen from [info]nomoreangels
You all have to go watch this.... right now!

http://www.albinoblacksheep.com/flash/ddautta.php
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you are powderblue
#B0E0E6

Your dominant hues are green and blue. You're smart and you know it, and want to use your power to help people and relate to others. Even though you tend to battle with yourself, you solve other people's conflicts well.

Your saturation level is low - You stay out of stressful situations and advise others to do the same. You may not be the go-to person when something really needs done, but you know never to blow things out of proportion.

Your outlook on life is bright. You see good things in situations where others may not be able to, and it frustrates you to see them get down on everything.
the spacefem.com html color quiz

Current Mood: sleepy
Current Music: Wolfsheim~Heroin, She Said

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I am a member of 7 cliques of size 4

Current Mood: anxious
Current Music: Skinny Puppy~ Assimilate

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